This is Really Blowing My Mind

So today I was given the official track list of my EP that I'm recording starting next week and I think I just stared at it for about 10 minutes.
THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING!
When I saw the titles to my songs laid out on a piece of paper in front of me, I could do nothing but smile. It feels so real now, seeing all this come together. I'm getting samples from the musicians on how my songs are going to sound with a real band. I honestly feel like a princess and nothing less.
I'm also taking voice lessons now, something I have never done in the past, and I can clearly see a difference in the tone of my voice. I have so much more power and maturity that I never had before.
Seeing all these positive changes, and seeing this process laid out before my eyes has me freaking out in a way. Not in a bad way though at all! In a really, really good way. I can't believe that my dreams are finally coming true.
Most importantly, I can't believe you guys are going to be able to hear my music possibly by the end of the month, depending on how much time mixing takes.
But thank you all AGAIN for your continuous support. I wouldn't even be in the position I am right now if it wasn't for you!

I love you all so much!!!!
-Madeline